3/24/2017 0 Comments Coming UndoneI thought hey lets mix it up and do a blog based off of the first song that comes on on Pandora. It just so happened to be Coming Undone by Korn. I used to associate with this song really well. During High School there was a mix of abusive relationships, deaths in the family, anorexia, and some bullying. I felt like I was drowning, High School was a time I would never want to go back to. A time that made me feel so small I feel a bit ashamed to talk about it.
It is also a time that made me strong. I survived, I survived all of it some of the hardest things that I will probably face in my life and I survived all of them. All of my Grandparents died when I was in High School, both of my parents almost died (my mom twice, my dad once) and my Uncle right before I got into High School, along with the dog that was my brother and who saved my life. That's kind of a lot to be mashed into about 4 years. So of course this song felt like something I could relate to, I felt like my world was crumbling around me. But because of each of those experiences I am stronger. I know some people have had it worse than me but that doesn't change that it was still a lot, or that I am stronger because of it. Some experiences are terrible, they really suck and it feels like you will never get through them, but you will. As long as you don't give up you will get through, whatever terrible event is happening. I know you will because I did, and I'm sure that a lot of people would say the same. If you do go through something terrible/are going through something terrible, please do something different than I did. I held onto those burdens for so long because I didn't talk about it. I didn't let myself feel, it is so important cope with your emotions. If something if hurting you talk to whoever is doing it or someone you can trust. If that doesn't work find a way to express yourself, through writing, drawing, or some creative release. I held onto those burdens for longer than I should have because I felt like I had to be strong for my family, but in the process I hurt myself. I went to anorexia which now I still have some health issues because of (it is literally starving your organs, so I don't know what else I expected but it was also the only thing I felt like I had control of). -100/10 I would never do again nor would I EVER advise as a way to cope. It is very important to find healthy ways to cope with pain, if you don't know how look online, or in books there are tons of help books. If you ever feel lost or unsure of how to deal with a situation or your emotions to it take the time to find out what you can do, and I mean this to everyone. It is much healthier to deal with emotions and painful events than it is to just bottle it up. If you don't you may explode like a bottle that has been shaken too many times. As a last thought, I promise you things get better, just have faith that they will get better, and take the time to learn how to emotionally cope with those situations/events.
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