Now my love for League of Legends is very different from Guild Wars 2 and World of Warcraft lol. My MMO's built me up in a magical way, where as League of Legends broke me down. I will be completely honest, I have cried more than once because of how cruel the people are in LoL. One of the times was because of playing with someone I knew who was supposed to be my friend but was really a backstabbing jerk. We were learning how to play at the time low levels not even 30 yet and she was so mean about teaching us. Not only that but she was already level 30 so playing with her meant that we would be paired with mostly other 30s when I think was only 14-15 level, something like that. And a Swain and Cass tower dove me over and over and over again. She yelled at me and I did not take it very kindly especially seeing as I was doing nothing wrong I was under my tower alone because we had a jungle and they had 2 top. Needless to say we didn't stay friends for very long after that, she wasn't a very nice person in general, and eventually I found out how much she was talking behind our backs and that was pretty much that. The other time I cried I don't really remember I just remember the person was very mean "I hope you and your family die of cancer" type. I should have just muted them but I didn't and let them get to me. You are probably wondering why the title says "A Special Place in my Heart. League of Legends" at this point lol. And even though these moments sucked, they made me care less and less about mean people (not about the person themselves mean people are normally that way because they are having issues in their own lives that they aren't coping with very well) but what they had to say. I learned to not take things so personally, because those people didn't know me personally. There were many many more moments where people said terrible things that led up to me not giving a fuck (I try not to swear too much on the internet sorrys :3, but I don't know a more perfect description than that!). Mean people will come and go but whether they have power over me is up to me. So block and muted they are without a second thought, if they are mean it doesn't really matter in the grand scheme of things, I won't remember them in 10 years. And a report is definitely what they will be getting from me :3. If you are someone who knows they are an asshole be ware of that, because I and I hope many other people are not going to take your shit :). If you aren't remember that you don't have to just take someones harassment and report them, if they are doing something wrong they deserve to be punished for it. I have a special place in my heart for League of Legends because it made me tougher. It made me realize that an assholes words have no power here unless I let them, and I won't be letting them anytime soon :). Sometimes I feel like everyone should play League to learn how to cope with internet harassment because it is a crash course into learning that. But I am also not sure that everyone would be able to take it. Regardless ever instance I have been bullied has made me strong and I have come to a point in my life where I can handle much more than I could when I was younger, and I will only get stronger :) So even though I have a decent amount of not so great memories because of the League of Legends community it holds a special place in my heart because it made me who I am today. CategoriesAll Crochet Guild Wars 2 League Of Legends Life World Of Warcraft
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